Monday, April 29, 2013

One

Tonight I can write the saddest lines
  This night my soul grieves
    the heart becomes dis consolable
     eyes dress and transform into pitiful torment
       my body becomes the definition of lugubrious
          dole some storms and wretched rain fall in my mind
            and the surroundings criminate my very existence
              anguish and misery are friends with satanical words that cause murder to my very sentiment
                my tears unshed screech to be released; maybe, perhaps I can rip out everything that never was 
                    for that I would have to do a villany affliction I already recieve
                      my mentality burdens with the notion that I have lost myself.
Extinction can save me from this infernal.
I  weep and whinge.
callouses.
wounds.
never mended.
I'll die in my sleep to that face once more.
carry me to hell I'll burn in eternity.