One

Tonight I can write the saddest lines

  This night my soul grieves

    the heart becomes dis consolable

     eyes dress and transform into pitiful torment

       my body becomes the definition of lugubrious

          dole some storms and wretched rain fall in my mind

            and the surroundings criminate my very existence

              anguish and misery are friends with satanical words that cause murder to my very sentiment

                my tears unshed screech to be released; maybe, perhaps I can rip out everything that never was 

                    for that I would have to do a villany affliction I already recieve

                      my mentality burdens with the notion that I have lost myself.

Extinction can save me from this infernal.

I  weep and whinge.

callouses.

wounds.

never mended.

I'll die in my sleep to that face once more.

carry me to hell I'll burn in eternity.